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Ah, I still in my office now, but I can't think about my assignment at all. It's look today is my daydreaming day. lol 
From tomorrow I take marriage leave until next week. I wonder if I can spare my time to happily making friends online again, as usually I do it when I am bored with my real life. 

I believe my life will change drastically when I start living with him (and his parent), as I will move to his parent house and will take care of him and his family(as his parent is already too old to live alone). I hope everything will go well, as I know his parent is a great parent (I wish my parent like his). I will try my best to be good housewife although I still ask them to let me work, as I still paying my little siblings school fees. His family are really my dream family. I hope I can make them happier as I start to live with them. 

Thank you so much for my online friends who care about me all this time. I hope all of you also found more happiness in the future. 

And I would like to thanks Arashi as always beside me all this time to encourage me to be better person. I think I wont forget Arashi, as I will still listen to their songs when I'm doing something. and I think I will make him to watch their videos, like their awesome concert and their crazy experiment and their technology. lol

Well, maybe tomorrow I still online to read some fanfic before I sleep. lol

See ya... <3
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I just went to clinic this morning and this is funny.

doctor: please check your weight
me: (weighting)
assistant: 45 kg 
me: (happy, yeay, I'm no longer more than 50 for more than 1 year)
doctor: (give me note) please go to lab, for check your blood and other things.

(after got many things tested in lab, I got note from lab to give it back to the doctor)

doctor: (after read the note) you need to eat more meat, liver, darker green and reddish vegetables (like spinach, tomato, carrot, etc).
in my mind: so I need to eat more. lol


Note: 
My doctor told me I got low blood pressure. She also told me that I need more rest and I must not to too stressed. But well now is the most important time in my life, I'm crazy about my wedding plan and there is so many work deadline until march.
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 Some note from 8時だJ Reunion:
This show focus on showing short clip for every members (I think not all, as I didnt saw hasejun and some kanjani members, or maybe I missed some), and how they reacted and their attitude in those times.
 
1. They sing We can Do, We can Go together.
2. They make quiz (johnnys vs comedian) about who remember what someone doing/saying in those times.
- one quiz is about sho, when he show some of his private body part.
- another quiz about aiba-matsumoto accident when they played stage play with nino and toma.
- about what happened when nishikido played some act live.
- about what takki said when he going out with kanjani members in osaka
3. Confession part about what happened 20 years ago.
- toma apologize to jun about what happened on their stage play period with nino and aiba
- maru & yasuda to all members, staff, and audiences about what happened in hawaii marathon
- murakami to takizawa about his attitude to takki
- sho to hiromi san about his attitude in those time, and thank him to teach him about opportunity.
4. Imai Tsubasa join in the end of show to sing for a last time with takizawa (junior group is back dancing for them, like sixTones and others(sorry still I dont know them well))
5. some words from takizawa (but I miss it as my connection bad in the worst time)

They show well how their attitude in their teens. I love how they show how different they are now.
and I feel happy, that ohno who is not member of 8時だJ can blend well without some awkward moment.

The Season

Oct. 24th, 2018 05:57 pm
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Summer
When we excited about everything we have


Autumn
When we relax with anything we already have


Winter
When we miss the old thing we did/had before


Spring
When we open our heart for new path they have

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Oh God, thank you so much for give the best man for me. 
 
I can't believe, He, who never said anything about me, who never accept my invitation to go to my friend wedding, he call me "my future wife" out of the blue. I wonder what happened to him that make him say it to me. 
 
Oh God, I'm really happy, my heart is beating fast like want to jump of of my body, I cant hide my blush, I want to smile as big as possible. I never felt something like this before.
 
I really cant describe well what in my mind now. I felt overwhelmed with the overflowing feeling he made to me. I still cant believe that he really want to marry me. Before I only think that he want to marry me because he want to make his parent happy. But this sentence really make me believe that he really want to marry me.
 
I will do my best for now on. I will make myself prettier in front of him, I want to be a good girl for him for whole. 
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The thing that can make me cry:
1. Seeing / hearing angry people who cannot be reminded, and continue to be angry / blame others. (Sad because I can't remind the person to be more patient / calm down)
2. Seeing / hearing older people teach / do things that are not good example to younger generation and that older people are stubborn. (Sad because I can't remind the older people, and hope to teach more positive things to younger generation)
3. See differences that blend into one without distinction. (Happy, touched, hope people also unite like this)
4. Seeing people who are in a difficult situation but trying their best to do their best and not begging for help from others, and keep being positive. (Touched, hope people can be positive like this)
5. Seeing someone who helps people in number 4, who do it with heart and does not seek profit, does not seek fame or great words from others. (Touched, hope people can be positive like this)
6. When in important circumstances, no one listened my advice and blamed me continuously for a long time, but they listened the same advice from the other and justified it. (Feeling not appreciated)
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Hi Babe,

Honestly I want to marry you as soon as possible. 

I want a simple marriage party. But my mom wont let me do it, she want bigger than what I want. So right now I must work hard to get money for our wedding. I'm sorry that I must go away for a while (honestly I want to bring you too, but it impossible (>,<)). I hope you want to wait me for some months, and be patient as we cant meet face to face for a while. I remember that you want to do the marriage next year so I believe you can wait me then.
 
I believe in you as you believe in me. I hope everything go well and I back to you soon. 

I love you.
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 I never think that I will falling love this deep for ones who I never know beforeI never think that I get someone like him became mine. We are really different, but we also have same perception.

His mother is the one behind the match making(omiai). His mother know my big family, and my family know their family. When his mom ask my mother to match making me and him, my mom really happy. As a oldest daughter, and how I cannot search man by myself (because my age is more than average time to married in my country), I just going with the flow, so I accept the omiai. Our family really happy, but me and him doesnt know each other. I wonder how can he dont know me as I was an active youth in our town, and his younger brother is the head of the youth, and his other brother which same age as me was studying together in the same institute. But well, I also dont know him, although that because he is the one who rarely socialize.

Back to the story, He is the one who initiate to chat me. His chat really polite, and never cross the line. He also the one who initiate to meet me. He ask me to date 11 days after we start chatting. Our fist meeting really cute. Most of it we just take glances to each other, smiling and laughing. We just talk about how our family know each other but we dont know each other.

It looks he accept me, so he ask me to the next date 2 weeks after the first meeting. He looks better than what I think. We still have our shy side, we just talk about trivial things like what we post in our instagram, and about work. He also ask me about my trip to japan, I told everythings to him. I know that he doesnt have any interest about japan, but he listen to my story wholeheartly. He ask me about the difference about our country and how I like japan so much. I told him that I love the way japan treat tradional things with modern things can be live side by side and make it better. How their people doesnt like to break the rules and many other good things about japan. After my long story, he told me that my story make him remember about his younger days when everything is great in traditional way in my town, but he felt little sad as now there are more and more people break the rule and make anything worse. He hope our town also can have our traditional and modern way is living side by side in peace. I love the way we think about our town. He love it in traditional way, and I love in the modern way, and both of us can be peace side by side.

I love to stay at home, rarely traveling (like just 1 or 2 in a year or not at all), love computer so much, idoling many japanese stuff, and years ago is one of the most active youth of the city (before I working and really shut my self from any social thing because feeling old already). I also courageous to go to another city to work by myself for months.
In the other hand, you is the shy man who never talk a lot, especially with woman, like to traveling around, do many sport, doesnt know about computer at all, really down to earth, do anything with traditional way, rarely away from home more than 3 days, and dont socializing much, so I can count his friend with my fingers.

But in the same time, we have wonderful same way of think. We always try hard to abide the rules, we love our own time, we love to eat healthy food, we love vegetables more than anythings, we love to help the others, we dont like to distrub the other pace, we dont like to do anything hard, we spend our money just for our hobbies (not for others), we love to eat at home, we enjoy life in our town, we love to spend our free time at home (especially our rooms).

He really perfect man that I dream of.
- Same religion
- Down to earth
- Doesnt like arguing
- Can lead me (usually man afraid to lead me because of my education hinger than him)
- Listen to my words (at least he never cut my sentences, so there is no miss understanding. And although he dont understand my line of work and dont know anything about Japan, but he let me talk about it. He know I will stop my self if he start smiling because not understand it)
- Can counsel my problems (His answer to my problem really amazingly perfect for me)
- Give me my own time and freedom (he let me work in peace. He never distrub me in the work time, and let me fangirling)
- A calm man (not too hype about everything)
- Understanding (never judge me one sidely. He try to understand from my point of view)
- Older than me (at least 5 years older, max 15 years older) Lucky, he is 12 years older than me. I love it so much. He is same age as ohchan (as I remember I dreamt ohchan propose me, we got married and have a happy life).

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Me and my best friend is like aiba and kazama. we are from same school, but after graduated, out lives is different. I'm lucky enough to go to university with scholarship, and she cannot go to higher education.  It's like aiba debuted and kazama still junior. When I'm success with my university and now happy with my job, my friend get married. I'm happy for her, but I'm envied her who can easily stop her work and get married. I dont want my hard work until this time loss because of marriage, but well I also want to get married. Luckily I still can contact my friend as before, although sometimes I dont want to disturb her family time. But well she really good girl, she always welcome me in her house. It's looks she always available for me.       In the other hand, on my university time, I found another friend who accept me whole heartly. Without knowing she also became my best friend. We are like aiba and nino. We became friend because both of us enjoyed japanese drama and IT world. Likes aiba and nino love manga and games. We have really different personality. I'm the tennen one, who always have crazy idea, and she is the one who make remember the reality. I think from the positive side, and he always think for the worst. She is the smart one who teach me about many thing I didnt know and didnt understand before. We rarely meet, call, or chat. But we can understand each other in second when we need each other. When both of us worry about our own marriage in the future, she is the positive one that we can find our man in the right time. And then when she got man who want to marry her, she worry about me. She dont want to leave me alone. She told her man to not rushing about marriage. And when I found a man who want to marry me, she is very happy for me. After my man propose me, she told me that she will get married in the near future. I'm really happy for us.      So as Aiba, I'm very happy that I have friends like kazama and nino.
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I dont own the kanji lyrics. I just translate it with google translate. I think I will fix it later.

Kanji

眩しすぎる夏の陽差し 走り出す想いを胸に
一人問いかけてみれば 聞こえる本当の声
きっと辿り着ける 答えはここにある
約束の場所へ その日まで涙見せず
 
今 吹き抜ける夏疾風 新たな息吹を告げる風の音
まばゆい光集めて 願いを乗せて
どこまでも続く蒼空 見上げる夢に手を伸ばして
いつの日にか 届くように
夏疾風…
 
遠く見える蜃気楼 投げ出しそうな心
どこからか聞こえてくる 励ましてくれる声
いつか返したいんだ 数え切れない「ありがとう」
約束果たせたら 君と笑い合いたい
 
さぁ 舞い上がれ夏疾風 抑えきれずに高鳴る鼓動
限りある時の中 輝け命
暮れてゆく茜空 明日へとまた つなぐ希望
どんな未来が 待っていても
 
一人ひとりの物語
泣いたり笑ったり
喜び (苦しみ) 分け合い (助け合い)
こみ上げる想いのままに さぁいこう
 
今 吹き抜ける夏疾風 新たな息吹を告げる風の音
まばゆい光集めて 願いを乗せて
どこまでも続く蒼空 見上げる夢に手を伸ばして
いつの日にか 届くように
夏疾風…
 
吹き抜ける風に (夏疾風)
願いを乗せて (夏疾風)
約束の場所へ (夏疾風)
いつの日にか

   
Romanji
 
Mabushi sugiru natsu no hizashi shi, Hashiridasu omoi o mune ni
Hitori toikakete mireba, Kikoeru hontō no koe
Kitto tadori tsukeru, Kotae wa koko ni aru
Yakusoku no basho e, Sono hi made namida misezu
 
Ima fukinukeru natsu hayate, Aratana ibuki o tsugeru Kazenooto
Mabayui hikari atsumete, Negai o nosete
Doko made mo tsudzuku aozora, Miageru yume ni te o nobashite
Itsu no hi ni ka todoku yō ni
 
Natsu hayate…
Natsu hayate…
Natsu hayate…
 
Tōku mieru shinkirō, Nagedashi-sōna kokoro
Doko kara ka kikoete kuru, Hagemashite kureru koe
Itsuka kaeshitai nda, Kazoe kirenai 'arigatō'
Yakusoku hatasetara, Kimi to warai aitai
 
Sa~a maiagare natsu hayate, Osae kirezu ni takanaru kodō
Kagiri aru toki no naka, Kagayake inochi
Kurete yuku akanesora, Asu e to mata tsunagu kibō
Don'na mirai ga matte ite mo
 
Hitorihitori no monogatari nai tari warattari
Yorokobi (kurushimi) wakeai (tasukeai)
Komiageru omoi no mama ni sa~a ikou
 
Ima fukinukeru natsu hayate aratana ibuki o tsugeru Kazenooto
Mabayui hikari atsumete negai o nosete
Doko made mo tsudzuku sōkū miageru yume ni te o nobashite
Itsu no hi ni ka todoku yō ni
 
Natsu hayate…
Natsu hayate…
Natsu hayate…
 
Fukinukeru kaze ni (natsu hayate)
Negai o nosete (natsu hayate)
Yakusoku no bashohe (natsu hayate)
Itsu no hi ni ka
 
 
Translate
 
Too much dazzling summer sunlight The feelings to run Run on my heart
A real voice that you can hear by asking one person
Surely you can reach the answer here
To the promised place I will not see a tear until that day
 
Summer gale blowing through now A sound of the wind telling a new breath
Collect dazzling light and place your wishes
Stretch out your hand to a dream that looks like a blue sky
To reach someday
Gust of summer ...
 
A mirage that seems to throw away
A voice that encourages you to hear somewhere
I want to return someday I can not count "Thank you"
I want to laugh with you if I make a promise
 
Now it's soaring So summer winds can not stop limping beating
In the limited time Medium Shining Life
Hope to connect again to tomorrow
Whatever future is waiting
 
A story of each person
Crying or laughing
Joy (suffering) sharing (mutual help)
Let's keep on feeling up
 
Summer gale blowing through now A sound of the wind telling a new breath
Collect dazzling light and place your wishes
Stretch out your hand to a dream that looks like a blue sky
To reach someday
Gust of summer ...
 
In the wind blowing through (summer gale)
Putting a wish (Summer Gale)
To the Promised Place (Summer Gale)
someday
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Maaf telat lagi. Sebenernya udah selesai beberapa hari lalu, tapi pas paket internet habis. Pas udah beli, lupa g update. hehehe untung ada yg ngingetin. Maklum sekarang jadi pengangguran, ngikutin Tokai sensei yang keluar dari Tojo, 5 hari kemudian aku juga keluar dari Kantor lamaku. hahaha

Seperti biasa, silahkan buka ke link utamanya nya. :D
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I think this year really special for nino's fans.

First. Nino finally played drama after 4 years. His drama really awesome, he is perfect as a badass genius doctor. Many other japan entertainers watched it, and really in awe with his acting ability. Sasuga, out hollywood star who win the best actor on 39th Japan Academy Award.

Second. Nino film in 2017, Last Recipe DVD was out before the drama. He played as chef and talk about his parent many times in interview. Finally he talk about it more.

Third. Untitled Tour DVD was out. Nino voice really awesome from the start until the end. He have many important part in many songs. He got many highlight as he played like a badass.

Fourth. Just after the drama ended, he start promote his next movie with kimura san. Everybody is waiting his act with his favorite senpai. He really looking forward for the promotion of the film.

I really thankfull. How can this year really awesome and I believe I will get more after this.

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Rabu kemaren udah masuk kerja, kerjaan numpuk. XD
untung sabtu-minggu libur, ada kesempatan ngesub deh. :D

Episode kali ini luar biasa. Tokai sering banget liat ke kamera, bikin jantungku dag-dig-dug sendiri. >///<
Pas liburan kemaren sering liat konser untitled, mungkin udah lebih dari 7 kali, lalu liat blackpean berkali-kali juga. maklum g mudik jadi punya waktu luang banyak banget buat mas nino. XD. Pas abis liat BP lalu liat nino di untitled rasanya baper sendiri, soalnya yang kulihat jadi tokai diatas moving stage. lol

Maaf buat curhat g jelasnya.
untuk linknya silahkan buka di sini seperti biasanya.
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Minna maaf telah 2 minggu.
lagi sibuk pindah kerja dan pas lebaran pula.
Mohon maaf lahir batin ya semuanyaaa :*

Kali ini sub ep 7 dan 8 udah selesai, semoga yang ke 9 g telat lagi ya. Aminn
Dan minggu depan episode terakhir udah muncul, hiks. rasanya tak mau kehilangan mas Tokai.

Untuk subnya, langsung saja buka di masterpost ya.



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Pas tanggal mereah nih, meski paginya harus lembur ke klien, untung siang udah pulang dan langsung translate. dan pas tadi buka selesai. hihihi

Mohon maaf kalo ada yang salah, maklum tadi sambil ngobrol sama okaasan to oniichan XD

Buka link di sini ya... :D

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Maaf minggu ini lagi super sibuk baik urusan kantor maupun urusan keluarga, jadi baru sempet translate jam 8an malem. Ini baru selesai alngsung upload. hihihi

silahkan lihat di masterpost softsub blackpean di sini ya. :D

Dozo~
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Kali ini translate sambil kerja jadi 6 jam baru selesai. XD

buka linknya di sini :D


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I just translate tronella english softsub became Indonesian.

Please correct me if something wrong.

Episode 1 di sini.
Episode 2 di sini.
Episode 3 di sini.
Episode 4 di sini.
Episode 5 di sini.
Episode 6 di sini.
Episode 7 di sini.
Episode 8 di sini.
Episode 9 di sini.
Episode 10 di sini.


Mega Folder di sini.
Google Drive Folder di sini.

untuk videonya bisa donlod di
- LJ arashigoodies. Harus gabung komunitasnya dulu ya. :D
- Fanpage FB Arashi Venezuela. Donlot pake IDM/fbdown.

Beritahu jika ada kata//kalimat yang harus diperbaiki ya.
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He is my friend from junior high school. We always in the same class until we graduated from high school. I feel something ingruited in the first time I met him, and I cant forgot how foolish when I call him shortie when he was sitting and I was stand up. I felt so wrong when he stand up and I said sorry to him.

I dont remember when we started become closer. The thing I remember the most is his table is in front of me on the 3rd class of junior high. We often studied together in the class when there was no teacher and the others was playing in the class. He move his chair and sit to face me, he really have strong desire to study, but sometimes he lost when the teacher teach us, so he often ask me back after class. All of my classmates often tease us as couple, but we always give it off. We was happy as we were.

When he know we are on same class again in 1st year of senior high, he settled his seat in front of me again. I felt so happy and I start to think him as someone special. My girl friends told me that I must tell him that I like him. After some months I cant think straight and I write him a love letter and place it in his backpack. The next day, without saying anything he change his seat with the other guy. He leave me. My heart were really broken. I felt so wrong with that letter. I must not write it from the first place. Now I lost my best friend. But he really a good guy, after he move from his seat, he still talk to me as friend and didnt hate me. He really just moved and gave some distance between us, so I know that we only friend, no more.

On the second year of high school, we got same class again, but I know after the love letter, he will never sit in front of me again. Lucky me, one of our junior ask us to join an afterschool course at the downtown. He ask me if I want to join in, he told me that my best friend also want to join in. Honestly I dont care about my best friend anymore, I just want to join the course, so I joined the course. On the first month, my dad or big bro always sent me and pick me up to and from the course. I really active at the course, and I got my best friend again. Sometimes he pick me or sent me back home from course. Our friendship is better on that year, as I also clear my mind that he is my best friend.

After we started the third year of senior high, we are still best friend. We were searching scholarship together to go to university.We often back home late because of it. We also went to next city close to ours to take the test together with our another friends. Our friendship deepen because of it, we really fulll of dreams in those times. But he didn't have a luck to go to university, he was not accepted in any university, while I was accepted in an univerisity at the next city.

In the university I was focusing my self in study and searching many experience to reach my dreams. I really forgot about him, but sometimes we still contact each other with our another classmates. Sometime when I back to my city we also meet up with the others, we dont want to lose contact with our schoolmates. In my 2nd year in university my mom want to match me with someone from my city. I really dont care about my love line at all in those time, so I accept what my mom said. I just let it flow as I also still burning to reach my dreams.

I got my job dream before I graduate from university, and I'm happy with it. After I graduate, I ask my mom about the one she want to match with me, but shockingly, the man already have another woman and want to married soon. So, I dont have anyone to love those time. Because I still keep contact with my friends in those times, I can meet up with them to clear my mind and live happily.

One time, my company sent me to another city far from my city. I must move there for some months, so I cant met my family and friends at all on those time. After some months I felt feed up there, my assigment was pile up and I felt so loneny. I want to resign from my company. I dont know why, I called him and I told him about how feed up I am. I was crying on the phone. Then he said many good things that make my heart better. I felt how great he is. I know he is one of my best friends after all. But in that phone call I made a great mistake. I told him that I like him, I need him. He cant answer me clearly. How can he answer that stupid question again after some years he clearly reject me. But he really a great guy after all. He told me that he think me as one of his best friend, no more than it. He also promise me that he still will be my best friend. The way he explain it to me really careful trying to not break my heart. He can change this sad topic to another topic smoothly, at the end of call we were laughing because of something else. After the call I felt my heart was very light and warm. I felt so sad but also happy.

When I back to my city, I really scared to met him. But he asked me to go to a cafe with him, only me and him, and I accepted it. When I met him, I gave him some gift from another city, I felt some awkward moment at first, but then he can start the topic and talking a long way without any uneasy feeling. Then he said sorry about 'those' thing that he can't fulfill to me. I said it's okay, as we still can be friend like this. I also said sorry that I'm the one who always made 'those' moment happened. He said okay, then we also talked about our school year when I did 'those' thing for the first time. He remember it so well, It made me really shy, how can he still remember it. Then we were talking about any other school memories that made us laugh again and made anything clear. He sent me back home with smile, and I also made my mind clear that we just friend.

After a year, this time he was the one who go to another city for a month and half for his dream job. I went to train station to sent him away and gave him a gift to make him more spirited to reach his dream. He said so happy that I came and give him a gift. When he back to our city, he ask me to eating out again just two of us. He gave me a small bag as gift. I was so happy, he remember me. He told me about his experience there, he looked so happy. we were talking until the closed time of the cafe.

A month ago I finally can reach my biggest dream to go to Japan. Before I leave, He ask me to buy something he want, when I'm in Japan, I easily just okay him. But fool me, I forgot to buy him his request. I just really enjoy my trip in Japan fully for myself. When I back I just remember that I forgot to buy the thing he want. I just bought him some other small gifts.

He ask me to eat again after I back to my city. I gave him the gift I bought for him, but sorry to forget his request. He said okay and he still smile. He want to listen my story about japan and slice of arashi. He really enthusiastic about my story. He told me, that he can know many things that he dont know before because of me. We talking happily until we back and he sent me home.

Now we still friend and I am happy with it.

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I really hate it when someone call and break my pace when I focusing something. If you need my cooperation, please cooperate with what I need. Escpecially when I do my work, and you suddenly jump in and talking non stop without knowing what I do now. I reallly hate it. That why I always use both of my earphones, so you cant distrub me, so I can do my job well. If you distrub once in the bad time, it can make my mood bad all day, and make me hate you.

I know we both need each other in our job. But please know me more, as I try to cooperate with your lousy work (so I must do more work for you). I love my job, so please dont make me think to work on another company because of you. I really think to move to another city many times, as they will give me more money. But I keep on this company because I dont want this company colapse because I leave (I dont want to burden another staff), because I handle some big projects.

So please don't break my pace or you cant get what you want from me.
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